Jann Demystifying Affects

I'm not really sure of this social whirl, and I should know. I only truly made love to one woman not knowing her actual name, and she did not get my phone number. She did not believe me about my achievements. Too early in process. We jumped each other like women do to a Good Man I am within 6 minutes after seeing each other when answering her knock at my apartment door. Unknown at this instance-I may have passed out at the intro, from being a Church Shut In then or In Love. (Read More)

I told her stories that were free, including Fear of Nursing Home like she was a wife and I talked to her like a death threat. I double billed trying to be worth dialogue in a movie I wondered about and wanted less so than her body warmth. We including crying about being nothing to women I was and all I can be to the World. I made passionate best love to this woman, and she knew it. She was a Great Lover, and said I was good in bed as singles certification. Honest, Real, and Actual. I told her I loved her many times in my learned Social Worker style that is my first time use ever as a Human that I have always been, just improved. I tried the best to convince her of this fact as known to me.

I told one ensuing Facebook.com woman I was a Secondary Virgin this instance, and lost this episode for her cavalier attitude who left the scene without care to me ostensibly.

The SV in time period only as planned and dedicated by myself, over 5 years of sex abstinence as told to Publisher and just for women when I do. This episode just for this lover who I fell in love at first sight and thought she was special in words to her too. I was just juked like fooled. She thought I was a joke maybe, I think. She may have even implemented a "Thot" philosophically like in class I never took for role play sex. Making ole Gregg used and spent for experience, which I admit I sorely needed, just I wanted pure and true.

Conspiracy theories are good stories for lust/love from someone fun in Santa Rosa for the Big Fires we were having a few ago. Include the one about Woolworths from a manager in first person that was paid $100,000 less than a co-worker doing the same job; that I was nearly killed in Office Training for a bad Office Training at night for robbery from black guys from the Bronx in Westlake, SF. Or another true story of the UN and Haley hearing from me trying to prevent further nuclear catastrophe/exchanges between our country and a terrorist host threat that was too inhuman that very same night as the First Night of Tubbs Fire. I complained to this my Lover that I did say to the UN as a group that it was mean, inhuman effort to try to force me to Declare War when I did not have a girlfriend or wife at all in my life. I did not know my audience that engagement.