Jann Demystifying Affects

"When a Man Loves a Woman", and he can't think of nothing else. She plays the fool, I can not do wrong but no fun for her Go-Run.
I'm a good, fun man. I took company for one. I invented 3 social whirls in Santa Rosa, NorCal, "hands off" for speech writing I did when very young. The origin part in the fundraising club system for Democrats during Nixon as I was on a dumb ladder in Nebraska circa 1967, the Reconciling Christian movement as a scholar in Srosa, and mundane attendance at a great Bible Study. Contrary to song, I have a home and not real girl fried.

I'm not really sure of this social whirl, and I should know. I only truly made love to one woman not knowing her actual name, and she did not get my phone number. She did not believe me about my achievements. Too early in process. We jumped each other like women do to a Good Man I am within 6 minutes after seeing each other when answering her knock at my apartment door. Unknown at this instance-I may have passed out at the intro, from being a Church Shut In then or In Love. (Read More)

Someone as I am, goes to social crowds to get it on. Church, Bible Study, and Political Gatherings are right with me. . Civil commentary is great to speak up and make friends. Next to music, it is preferred mood enhancer to have of freedom of expression. Related Freedom of Association takes emotional support with love and kindness, but living without in sacrifice as my past does take seriously a religious spirit needed. Body doubles, clones, & Hollywood figurines of lights from the ceiling cause confusion and appear for a need to hide oneself for safety.

I made love to a woman 6 months ago, and its a weird issue finally saying to Doctors. Its a long time ago to a promiscuous woman, Patient whore, transvestite, or something weirder like teaser in Hollywood or else Nursing Home like a threat from Publisher. To support Expression with Freedom of Association takes emotional and/or sexual support for sales. No sacrifice is necessary, like I did in my past for religious spirit. Body doubles, clones, & Hollywood figurines of lights from the ceiling causing confusion happened, and ARE NOT WANTED.

I Want to Love a Woman, not known for now.
even if so, a relationship for fun, deeper love to gather
This would mean a Fresh Start happened like I always wish. Even Friendships maybe possible people strong.

This "Fresh Start" was either blocked, too tepid in social strength by areas I lived, or not reputable around me.

Can this happen at 61 Years of Age for me? a gentleman and rather sex conservative and on the brink of destruction/success from my own author talent with dollar investment still sought?

I read now Winter's Bone was a Southern film of interdependence and looking for father in a crime search. I recently got on my own thinking about financial survival, amid needing to spread the word of my inventiveness since my colleges educated era-local to Sonoma County. This in aftermath of Fire Strong pertinent to "Truth to Origin" book. I've been worried about hygiene products needed for safety/ILS.The J Law movie past decade in my imagination just supposing using a Brand Name in the title of a less dangerous type of interactions, to see a world of people.

It is vastly important to love mother in word and deed, with well wishes in her lifetime in her presence. If in acrimony as we sometimes or often do but not forever carry with us if in a healthy symbiosis, we must put aside our differences male and female & place a Love handle of forgiveness and good feelings. Or just have fun times together meaningfully. The main gift of my mother, was/is to enjoy our times together wherever. {read more}

Unknown cheating ways, calls for perhaps a New York TV Show starring a citizen reformer with a lady know-it-better will answer fears whether true or not. This could be about computers or foreign policy as well as TV/films. I loved her in any case. Intellectual Property police bent for crook ways of making Money or history, like my 5th NF newly published book title of "Unrewarded, Unrecognized Consultant Improved the World and USA" by Gregg Jann. {read more}

Still Single, I start with for an distant HER and heart felt love made harder to reach for a feeling. A perception hard nosed in A)stigma busting and B) for history maker. I got stuck in the heart on one girl, unaware. I am not lazy in myself by not searching, This is NOT a symptom of illness, nor a sign of age in my 50's decade-just a trait of coinciding goals using too much finesse in my respect for her growing, and for more complexity in myself. I learned what I'm doing in psychology too, for truer stature. I love women exclusively in their sex gender role, which I always knew.

I know the "THAT" era of the singles scene but I only had one alcohol drink each time I went dancing 4 times every week. When I talked about the fun I had in college, I meant positive vibes and a good spirit and could graduate with Dad's funding. The Character I had was high minded and very moral to the bone, caring in the Big Picture about ethical regard to Professional type of new & Peer occupations and societal warmth tantamount generally to kindness mostly, for Peace and Love as a Christian. The 80s singles mostly were sleazy, -I did not do street drugs either.