Jann Demystifying Affects

Heroes that I am, which saved lives in the flesh fighting and by fire alarm later (naming diseases too as moniker) are hard to find. I told a businesswoman about me, of 2 movies series since '78 to my first book in '09. Women generally do like Legends if they know about it, maybe not in losing their sanity, or not talking as compunction. One thing I wanted but was never asked, is for good women to come on to me in social mores to me particular, to prove I was special in her heart from the start.

I was in dire need last year, not only in finances. I reacted well. I always have a good will to act with Good Faith and have Sound Judgement. I learned to pay rent with Cashiers Check or Money Order, instead of use Checks to wait to clear the bank. I had to file for Chapter 7 Bankruptcy. Plus I needed a woman Reputation Proof for Straight Hetero for Reconciling Methodist Founder and also of me for Character Ed Man as policy maker. Over the year I was leader of my own Transpiration Psychology for my Business History & my Person Complexity improvement.

1)"It's now NOT known as an issue for the Doctors to treat my Life Goals in Success with punishment of someone Christian. I am most LOVE in California policy. I'm caring for YOU, and a good Christian who goes to church often and Bible Study when I can feeling well in demeanor. I more than helped significantly to cure the Schizophrenia as Med/Chemical Tester as forced for Talent Discrimination for Speech maker in a ban. Truing to Schizo-Affective with more mood, this inside of ME like myself and is the important work. {read more}

"When a Man Loves a Woman", and he can't think of nothing else. She plays the fool, I can not do wrong but no fun for her Go-Run.
I'm a good, fun man. I took company for one. I invented 3 social whirls in Santa Rosa, NorCal, "hands off" for speech writing I did when very young. The origin part in the fundraising club system for Democrats during Nixon as I was on a dumb ladder in Nebraska circa 1967, the Reconciling Christian movement as a scholar in Srosa, and mundane attendance at a great Bible Study. Contrary to song, I have a home and not real girl fried.

When I filed for Bankruptcy Protection, is it standard protocol for Hollywood Industry as I work diligent on screen play from books author. I invested cash on credit cards that was my own, that this credit was from hard-won income over several decades as employee in management/retail & sales/MH counseling by working the hardest of my job classifications. I built up strategy that someday I would pan out in an unfamiliar area. I simply did not expect when or what I BE-doing with a margin of some $54,000 overage of CR. I put good faith on SEX to me. Shy and history making.

With Corruption Probe, & criminal justice is bothered by more than street drugs, we can try past an overwhelming sense of futility of the need of rehab/reform in Economic Plagiarism and "Love be Damnit"-(alt. "I don't care"). When a man is full of love in his own heart for someone anonymous, has sensitivity worth hard copy, and has already changed Sonoma County/CA in law structure, MH philosophy, and health care design of the 2004 Mental Health Services Act- during a SEIU union signing struggle when he was Lead Negotiator of Local 707, it was a Heady Era. Am I Home. Money due to me.

A "Better Professional" with experience grows back into form without suppression when Lower Style do not use Parsing. Buzz words and categorizing of important professional field matters in occupations, however simple and important, have a place. Shortened or abbreviated terms wrongly or when in not the right hands like Licensing, or used for insubordination when overwhelming or not understood to the business owner/manager of the house are a WRONG. Teaching can be strong in meaning if always kind & imparts good knowledge. (read more)

With a town Fired out, what happens when whole communities inside of said town are completely different to one's eyesight in recognizing who they are. I don't know about that. Once I named deadly communicable diseases, as in the moniker of Covid 19 and Coronavirus, after AIDS in of 80s. This more recent Pandemic disease moniker made me sad as assumed public wanted me sad, and kept my former consistent church attendance on regular Sundays most sporadic. I miss people who I thought moved out of town en masse. I recommend this Methodist church, and I helped my Mother when alive.

I'm not really sure of this social whirl, and I should know. I only truly made love to one woman not knowing her actual name, and she did not get my phone number. She did not believe me about my achievements. Too early in process. We jumped each other like women do to a Good Man I am within 6 minutes after seeing each other when answering her knock at my apartment door. Unknown at this instance-I may have passed out at the intro, from being a Church Shut In then or In Love. (Read More)

One thing to play in perception games, is asking yourself if the outer world is worse than you thought it would be, or is it better than you think it might be in recovery. One thing is like decision support as I studied in college. This is without psychological processing that I do now. I think more complex, and now include women in my real. With image memory like I read a doctor novelist in Vancouver, BC when young. He wrote Godless Science with suicide in love stories. Evil to me starting off, which may have false labeled my gender type of heterosexual.