Jann Demystifying Affects

A "Better Professional" with experience grows back into form without suppression when Lower Style do not use Parsing. Buzz words and categorizing of important professional field matters in occupations, however simple and important, have a place. Shortened or abbreviated terms wrongly or when in not the right hands like Licensing, or used for insubordination when overwhelming or not understood to the business owner/manager of the house are a WRONG. Teaching can be strong in meaning if always kind & imparts good knowledge. (read more)

With a town Fired out, what happens when whole communities inside of said town are completely different to one's eyesight in recognizing who they are. I don't know about that. Once I named deadly communicable diseases, as in the moniker of Covid 19 and Coronavirus, after AIDS in of 80s. This more recent Pandemic disease moniker made me sad as assumed public wanted me sad, and kept my former consistent church attendance on regular Sundays most sporadic. I miss people who I thought moved out of town en masse. I recommend this Methodist church, and I helped my Mother when alive.

I'm not really sure of this social whirl, and I should know. I only truly made love to one woman not knowing her actual name, and she did not get my phone number. She did not believe me about my achievements. Too early in process. We jumped each other like women do to a Good Man I am within 6 minutes after seeing each other when answering her knock at my apartment door. Unknown at this instance-I may have passed out at the intro, from being a Church Shut In then or In Love. (Read More)

One thing to play in perception games, is asking yourself if the outer world is worse than you thought it would be, or is it better than you think it might be in recovery. One thing is like decision support as I studied in college. This is without psychological processing that I do now. I think more complex, and now include women in my real. With image memory like I read a doctor novelist in Vancouver, BC when young. He wrote Godless Science with suicide in love stories. Evil to me starting off, which may have false labeled my gender type of heterosexual.

Someone as I am, goes to social crowds to get it on. Church, Bible Study, and Political Gatherings are right with me. . Civil commentary is great to speak up and make friends. Next to music, it is preferred mood enhancer to have of freedom of expression. Related Freedom of Association takes emotional support with love and kindness, but living without in sacrifice as my past does take seriously a religious spirit needed. Body doubles, clones, & Hollywood figurines of lights from the ceiling cause confusion and appear for a need to hide oneself for safety.

I made love to a woman 6 months ago, and its a weird issue finally saying to Doctors. Its a long time ago to a promiscuous woman, Patient whore, transvestite, or something weirder like teaser in Hollywood or else Nursing Home like a threat from Publisher. To support Expression with Freedom of Association takes emotional and/or sexual support for sales. No sacrifice is necessary, like I did in my past for religious spirit. Body doubles, clones, & Hollywood figurines of lights from the ceiling causing confusion happened, and ARE NOT WANTED.

Not knowing a woman's name can solve MH care, calling this "THAT RESPECT." It is Catholic to only find help via sex social. I was offered 1 pill to end schizo-affective 2005, and I said "No" to doctor like I deserved it for all I did. They didn't seem to finish. I asked for "business rights and freedom of expression." I had source designed CA '04 Prop 63 MHSA & negotiated the 1st labor agreement for 1 MH Counseling employer, plus I was elected as freewill oath. I finally may deserve 1 PILL for saying AGAPE to the MD & expressed I created TRANSPIRATION PSYCH and do "THAT".

I Want to Love a Woman, not known for now.
even if so, a relationship for fun, deeper love to gather
This would mean a Fresh Start happened like I always wish. Even Friendships maybe possible people strong.

This "Fresh Start" was either blocked, too tepid in social strength by areas I lived, or not reputable around me.

Can this happen at 61 Years of Age for me? a gentleman and rather sex conservative and on the brink of destruction/success from my own author talent with dollar investment still sought?

A two week emergency stay at the Hospital is now ready for my own bed. My sister from far away kept up the home stay details and even bought me a new TV when I disastrously on my own came home too early & it looked liked a murder scene.

A simple case of too many sun flower seeds with shell caused constipation like growing older, then too many for one by clamps innovative treatment by Gastro-Intestinal surgeons after several tests and units of blood transfusions. Thank You, Kaiser staff and my especially nice sister!

Its risky, we know, to overspend money past a budget and more than you have except on credit. Financial capital is penny wise and pound foolish sometimes. Cutting out daily expenses is the VERY emergency we are aware of, when its the solution to the problem to cut back. This is my current trade-off for my Moral and Accomplishment LEGACY, and my choices/rewards in the end are meant to be commendable, have credibility, deserving. {read more}